Friday, December 31, 2010
I'm happy about my new life and I try to focus on the good stuff. I'm excited about Gavin's arrival and living here with John. I enjoy my job and soon Sarah's basketball season will be starting. I try to write about that stuff on Facebook - I want my focus to be on living a positive life. I have a lot to be grateful for, but one of my family members wrote something about how some people are pretending things are perfect or something like that and I suspect it was focused at me. My life isn't perfect. I don't pretend it's perfect. Who wants perfection? Perfection is a scary thought to me - a sort of fate teaser. I just want to be happy and live I life I can feel proud of.
All I can do is to keep working and taking care of my family to the best of my ability.